where i had once always seen a blurry face, the blurry is no longer there.
there is now a face to go with my thoughts and dreams.
i miss him as soon asĀ our conversation has ended.
cry when we have to say our goodbyes.
i never thought feelings like this would overtake my thoughts, my dreams, my life in its entirety.
warm sensations, happy dreams, the feeling of being loved and wanted, needed, adored.
when i imagine my future i see his face right there beside me every step of the way.
taking care of me when i am sick, making me laugh when i am sad, pushing me to go farther because he knows i can.
he is my future, the one i have always dreamed of.
the warm body laying next to me in bed.
the hand holding mine.
the father of my future children.
he is the one who puts a smile on my face day after day, night after night.
the person that is there in the good times and the bad.
the person i can look into his eyes and the world around us seems to disappear.
we begin to talk and suddenly we are alone just the two of us in our own little world.
hearing his voice makes me smile inside and out.
makes even the worst days much better.
the thought of possibly being with him for the rest of my life sends me into a whole otherĀ universe where nothing goes wrong.
everyone is happy, healthy and far from harm
he is the one i want to spend eternity with.
the one who makes the tears of sorrow turn into tears of joy.
the one who brings sunshine and happiness into the darkest of places
he is my heart, my soul, and my happiness
without him my world would be nothing. a vast space of emptiness and blackness.