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Love, now THERE'S a scary thought. A brand new mindset and thought process has brought me to this crossroad, the past is over, i cannot dwell on it anymore. As much as i loved who i loved..theres nothing i can do to make it work. i failed at trying to fix things.. now im ready to start over.. to obtain the same person i was before 3 3 short yrs ago. Before i knew "love", marriage, and a friendship that would break me. My life is new again, i look forward to all that God has for me... in the future i dont know where it will take me, whether its to college, touring in the music field, or a family life. (things i had all longed for at one time or another) one day i will meet you , my dear.... my best friend, my better half all the moments of darkness dissipate in the light of the angel God had sent me past "loves" a distant memory... past pain the catalyst to who i have become well deserving of the best, nothing short of perfect, you walked into my life and the honor fell upon my shoulders as i prayed that he would give me strength to hold this precious jewel and cherish you as a ruby, my soulmate false "soulmates" elusive, have become but a flicker in the bigger picture as a mistake erased on a term paper.... as everyone around me has found their loves and went on to marry i sit here waiting for you my dear, my true love, i may have met you but revelations of your relevance has eluded me for if i knew, i would taint the very thing that was made perfect for you , for i, forever one... someday i will love you my dear and ask you to be the mother, lover and partner God has promised a good woman, precious and a good thing. someday..... in due time. i write this to bring to light.... the fact that im done, im spent.... im finished feeling sorry, knowing that im worth more, that i can someday offer someone the world, as of right now, i may have work on myself to do and i wish i could meet you now..... time and space divides us... wherever you are my love.. ill be waiting for you. in due time..... in its own season donny
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