Lover Heartbreaker's blog: "The Pain.."

What have I done to deserve this? What did I do to make you so pissed? Answer the questions, they aren't that hard Just tell me the truth, play the right cards. What did I do to offend? Why can't you just be my friend? I didn't do anything to you There is no point in a feud. Why do I have to apologize for what you said? To me it's over, I'm over it, it's dead There is a break through, the end Just get back to normal, so we are friends. There is no point to get what we had Everything you said, it just makes me sad You're suppose to be a friend, but you attacked What is your deal? No need for backstabs. Well, none of my questions have been replied Doesn't matter, your dead, you lied! Hope you feel better and have changed your tone Well goodbye, this is the end, your alone.

Untitled-- I’m used, used like a dirty tissue Tears fall and then catch in my hands These events, this life, becomes the issues Grow up, come on, take it like a real man. How can you live a life behind closed doors? Have dreams of becoming something, so much more Dream, Dream like there is no tomorrow No actions, just fears of heartbreak and sorrow Why are you alive, when all you do is hide Crushes with no path, lost on the outside How can you be empty and be lost for eternity Break out of the barrier, set yourself free. No more tears fallen from my eyes I became someone, to much surprise. Look, new surroundings, open skies So many times, finally, the last try.

The Pain I see you everyday You look through me; I know I’m only in your way I don’t occupy any of your heart I’m empty space; I’m just a missing part You moved on, and have lived better day by day You got someone younger, better, prettier, you say What a surprise, I wasn’t good enough You proved your point; I’m tired of this stuff I pray that you come back to me Love, hope, want us to be free But that would mean we’d have to find trust This is supposed to be love, not lust This want for us to be together Would mean you’re not in the relationship, and that’d be better I’m sorry I loved you, and now you’re only a thought You’re only a memory, that I have forgot I thought I was lost, when you went away I would pray and pray and pray, everyday Now I realize I’m better off To act like you’re not that big of a loss My heart might say something different, but I know the truth Why act like a different person, can’t you act like you are you? I can’t live like I’m missing something, but what can I do? I’m tired of this stuff, we are through -Emily