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What are you waiting for?
As I sit here all alone , wondering where the years have gone.....
I've lost the twinkle in my eye and all hope has flown......
I use to laugh , sing & dance . I use to worship but have lost my chance.
As I wonder through this maze, looking , begging to find a way .
To excape this harsh reality , even if it's only my mind that goes.
In that finality I can survive , but I promised my kids , I'd fight somehow,
All I want to do is return to the dust I was started with ,
But I promised a stupid vow .
How can a woman who has given so much ,
End up without even a human touch ?
My soul is screaming for release , my heart is empty .
I truly think I must brake this vow , because the pain
Is waring me down , I just want to fly in the clouds so high ,
And looks like I'll have to seek the magic somewhere upon
A mountain high .....When all I really want is to finally die.
