Type O Neg Grl's blog: "The Pain Inside"

by Danny The Awesomest In a room of glass shattering silence, with my shadow I stand alone. Abandoned, left behind, thrown away, like a dog with a rotten bone. Surrounded by darkness of the unknown, fear seeping through my soul. My mind falling prey to tricks of the dark, it's seduction taking a murderous toll. Calling out for you time after time, the results still the same. Nothing but a distant echo, making a mockery of your name. Now engulfed in a sea of despair, longing for deaths final boast. Your presence never gracing again, my heart......now a distant ghost. Emotionless I stand here with no life, a puppet on a set of strings. Awaiting for master to take me away, hoping death is the worst he brings. In a room of glass shattering silence, with my shadow I stand alone. Abandoned, left behind, thrown away, like a dog with a rotten bone. All hope a faded memory, all light a forgotten dream. Loneliness....my only achievement, comforting..it now seems!

by Nobodys princess Have you ever fallen in love with someone that you shouldn't have fallen in love with? If you say whats in your heart, you'll only lose your friend but sitting by and watching them is eating away at you... Have you ever fallen in love with someone that you shouldn't have fallen in love with? Sitting next to you, feeling your hand next to mine my eyes on you but yours are all for her... Have you ever fallen in love with someone that you shouldn't have fallen in love with? Have you ever wished upon a star that things would work out right that she would leave and you could be there for him... Have you ever fallen in love with someone that you shouldn't have fallen in love with? Have you dreamed of taking them in your arms loving them when they need you most being there though thick and thin though your not the one they want... Have you ever fallen in love with someone that you shouldn't have fallen in love with? when the one that he's with treats him so bad you could be there and do it right loving him just how he deserves... Have you ever fallen in love with someone that you shouldn't have fallen in love with? knowing that you could only be together through something that would hurt him. not wanting to cause him pain but needing to have him by your side... Have you ever fallen in love with someone that you shouldn't have fallen in love with? I may not be the one he wants but i can be the one he needs and one day, someday, when he loves me too. then ill be allowed to say, i love you.

by Tracy I feel so alone, I just want someone who cares. To have and to hold, and will always be there. I need someone, to heal my broken heart. To prove they'll never leave, and we will never part. I need someone I can trust, and to love me dearly. Someone who sees the world, but has eyes only for me. Someone who won't walk out, or treat me so low. They won't ask what I'm feeling, because they already know. I just want someone to listen, to all my hopes, fears, and dreams. It may sound like a lot, but it's less than it seems. I just want someone to love me, in all my odd and unique forms. Someone just for me, to mend my heart that is torn.

I can feel my heart breaking It's snapped in two After months of destruction And years of abuse There's a scar in my chest That will never really heal I'm fighting back the tears But they fall against my will {Chorus} This heart that beats within me Is slowly losing trust Trying so hard to fly But falling to the dust This heart that beats within me Is slowing dying down Trying to spread loves wings But crashing to the ground This heart that beats within me Love is such a beautiful disaster It's the devil in disguise It held out its hand to catch me But left me alone to cry My heart can't take much more I'm struggling to believe My soul is crying out in pain Love makes it hard to breath {Chorus} This heart that beats within me Is slowly losing trust Trying so hard to fly But falling to the dust This heart that beats within me Is slowing dying down Trying to spread loves wings But crashing to the ground This heart that beats within me -Copyright-Amber Palmer

In his arms she searched for love, all he gave was never enough It wasn't long before he did the same but this time it was different There was no heart to break Just an empty space that grew deeper and deeper he said I love her and I don't wanna leave her She gave it time They grew further apart The further in distance The further in heart What then to her meant everything Slowly faded away as she died within Though she longed for his touch and his sweet embrace The distance between them helped her forget his face But the feelings she felt remained the same A part of her dissappeared and was replaced with pain Darkness overtook where her heart did lay and love, in her eyes was never the same by childOFtheNIGHT