Alone
So i'm sitting here alone. Without you, not talking to you not hearing your voice for more then the answering machine, Yet i call just to hear it.
I wonder what have i done to deserve this, what did i do so wrong to you to make you hurt me like this. You couldnt wait 30 days.. You couldnt be away further then jacksonville. So you took the easy way out knowing how i would re-act to you and another guy. I hope you know what you have done to me.
I hope you know you have left a gapping hole inside, where my heart use to be. Where you use to love me, I guess it was not meant to be.
I hope one day you wake up and see the pain you have caused me, And the pain i have gone threw not just tonight but over the past week because of you.
We were seperated a year and ahalf because of that which i could not control and you swore to me you would not leave me, you would not hurt me so. And yet you have and so i hope one night you lay awake and feel all the pain in one night that you have caused me this entire time.
In hopes you will learn to not break someones heart the way you have.
You said you were happiest with me and that you did not want to be with anyone else. I guess that was a lie as well, Thank you for showing me that i obviously cannot ever trust women again. I have you to thank for that.
You fought so hard to have me, and i fought so hard to keep you only for you to be a coward and cheat to get out of it. Brovo brovo
If you see my name in the paper under dead, you can say to your self , Brovo , i killed a sweet innocent man.
