Everyone makes resolutions every New Years. I am guilty of this aswell. But as most people start new diets, new exercise routines, or even working on a relationship, I won't be doing any of that. For what I'm looking for is beyond that, something way harder to achieve.
Happiness is what I'm looking for in 2009. I thought I had found it a few times in 2008 only to be let down and miserable. The best thing I can say is that I did find more of myself in 2008, even if it did break my heart. But I've learned from my mistakes and won't make them again anytime soon.
2009 is going to be a great year for me. I can make it happen and only I can make it work. Everything from my job to my friends to relationships, I will look for it every day, tell myself that I need to be happy.
2008 was a hell of a journey, met a few new people, one in particular that stole my heart...but only to rip it out and shatter it. I know that was not her intention, but things happen. I've tried to repair myself from it and have almost done just that. But it takes time. And i have all the time in the world right now!
So onto 2009! The year I WILL find my true happiness!
