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Beat Beat My heart beats faster and faster with every thought of your hand running down my spine, mmmm reminseing on the times when you where mine. The smell of your cologne you running your fingers gently through my hair whispering "I Love You". Spending time, walking down the street, holding hands, and sitting on the train in a trance from stareing into your captivateing eyes. Remembering the times when you gently pressed your full chocolate lips on mine and I taste the sweet nectar of your chocolate intertwineing with my caramel, and my heart fails it flat lines __________ pump pump its back Beat Beat slower and slower as I remember the cold shoulder you gave right after you said you loved me and gently implanted your manhood into the pool of my sanctuary, remembering your toungue gently flickering back and then foward as I climax and my nile river began to flow down your chocolate perfectly chizzeld chin. Beat Beat slower as I remember you telling me Im not she who completes your already whole heart. We part and I feel lost wondering through time feeling like there is something missing. With each day I maintian and began to cross over the hump of you leaveing me. I still love you, but why even after your cold goodbye, even after they all tell me to forget you. Beat Beat faster and faster and I evaluate my worth, Im beautiful I tell me. Im spirutual I pray to the creator. Im intelligent as I read my book about the goddess oshun. I can cook as I cook my favorite dish Lobter tails rice and fried corn with black beans and onions. I can love as I love my children whole heartedly and nourish thier hearts with the warmth of a mothers love, and feed thier brain with endless knowledge of life and self love. Beat faster as I pray creator give me a heart of forgiveness, let this bitterness subcide. Beat Beat as I release the hate that my broken heart stored after all the love I gave you. Beat faster as the creator tells me to forgive and and love all. Even thorough this pain I love you and still see the qualities you posses as a man. I forvige you. My heart begans to beat normally after the rain has over shadowed this heart that has been broken and mended a hundred fold a story untold only until you can read the tablets of my heart will you overstand. A heart beat away from love and Hate but right now I stand balanced.

My Thickness

Thick labels do not define me I am rich with this Swelling with promise Uncompromising and as strong as the thighs that guide my independence I am a diva Cloaked with possibility Empowered by my freedom to take pride in every part of me I am a warrior My heart is my shield and sword I am the light Breaking through the seams of night I am the lioness dogs find in the moon the stars highlight the coils of my mane I am a Goddess My skin has been kissed by the Son I am the Mother of Nurture The world is cradled in my hips I am thick with this
BLACK MAN (A brother, ex-lover) Black Man is my brother, an ally in war. Black Man was my lover, but not anymore. In action flicks, the black man`s always the first to die, But in relationships, the black man`s always the first to lie. I got tired,for he didn`t recognize my pain and strife. Black Man is my brother, wings on which to soar. Black Man was my lover, but not anymore. For when we swam, he tried to drown me. And when I sang, he wouldn`t let them crown me. The love he claimed, didn`t heal but hurt me. The one he blamed, I felt foreverunworthy. Black Man is my brother, and for thatI love him even more. Black Man was my lover, but not anymore. He still andalways has my respect, no doubt. Yet still, from my love, he expects a way out. In me he never dreams he could find that which he seeks. I shudder to think what that means, left feeling helpless and bleak. Black Man is my brother, a comrade in war. Black Man was my lover, but that seems not to work anymore. Because the black man`s love evolves by the hour. He understands love, but perceives it as power. The power he has been denied, and grew up having never known, But maybe if he`d tried, he`d have realized he`s not alone. Black Man is my brother, with potential to be so much more. Black Man was my lover, how I long for that once more. The glory days, when black kings revered their queens. The magic ways, black love made things not as bad as they seemed. We didn`t have to look to the "man", to tell us what we can`t and can. It didn`t hurt to give a damn, and Black Man never feared to be a man. Black Man is my brother, and shall be forever more. But Black Man can`t ever be my lover, till he knows what life is for.
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