I went and had my blood drawn on thurs and I usually end up gettin my results the next day. When I called to get them I was told that the machine that processes those samples was down and that they had to have a serviceman come out to fix it but they would give me a call later on in the day. I called again at 4:30 and was told I wouldnt get my results til Monday because it was still down. GRRRR!!! I just want to know how much closer to zero I am from 18. I just want to know how much closer I am to being back to normal again so I can get on with my life and healing so that we can start getting pregnant again. It seems that this is just TOO MUCH to ask. This just frustrates me so much sometimes. Its not bad enough that I lost a baby...I also have to be reminded that I WAS pregnant everyday that I am not back to normal. Thanks to everyone who drops in here and listens to me rant and rave and sadly have still sadness and misery to share. Hopefully before too long I will have happiness to share as well.