The Original T's blog: "The Machinist"

The miles between us Was it just a dream When I think about it All I want to do is scream I held you in my arms You came from above Can't count the scars On these hands of love Late night movies Wrapped in the sheets Counting shooting stars And freckles on your cheeks The morning light Spilling through your hair Do you ever reach for me And find I'm not there My memory's getting old I look around and you're gone I'm picking up the pieces Scattered across your bedroom floor The sun this morning Don't shine so bright Every star above Don't make it night I just crawl around Waiting through the day Couldn't hear the thunder Of how it ends this way

I look in your eyes And I'm tongue tied and twisted I watch your lips move And I just want to kiss them There is beauty in your language The way you say my name It's your voice that soothes my soul Like warm summer's rain I'm head over heels Tongue tied and twisted I love the way it feels Tongue tied and twisted In my arms Safe as a song Your breath on my neck And my mind is long gone I whisper in your ear How it's gonna be Tongue slips, you bite my lip, As I hear you start to scream Head over heels Tongue tied and twisted I love the way you feel Tongue tied and twisted

My mother always told me I could Fuck up a steel ball You gave your heart freely I helped you teardown walls Now you're a thousand miles away With every stone stacked twice as high I'm alone now for choices I made Mistakes are empty reminders Of times I made you cry Tearstains on a lonely pillowcase I hope you are doing well I remember everytime I kissed your face Living here on the corner Of Hard Regret and Hell

I can make you hate me Just wait and see Open you up like a tin can Leave you empty as a dry well Cursed soul with words to lull you to sleep When the pain comes Can you cut me too Can you take the hurt out on me Can you throw the noose around my neck I hear it in your voice I can see it in your stare In those sightless eyes Bring the reconing Pull the sky down on me I can take the fire It feels like home now I bled out years ago All that remains is dust and bones You can feel my Pheonix rising From the ashes that were left Pictures painted Statues skulpted Words written then sung Pointless to pretend What was there can fade so fast I dispise the man that i am When I leave you alone for days Heartless as you think I am I only want you to do better You can move on quicker than you might think Someone is waiting for one so caring and sweet Who holds all the love in the world More deserving than me More than me

She had the eyes Time could not erase Holding me helpless On a bed of nails Sentenced to die A glorious death Drowning in an ocean Of icy flame Timeless image A sightless promise In a work of art The beauty I beheld As I stood alone Out of sight Out of reach Walking a highwire Between love and lust Share this fasination With you my destination

Hearts race heated pace television light my flame in ur eyes linens soaked muffled sighs and moans heavens Moment repeated indefinitely

Im sorry baby i have a bad habit of falling down And hurting the one i love I tend to break down in the most beautiful moments Walk slow with Skinned knees Enjoy hurting myself Before i give anyone else the chance

Dark eyes in the heat of a hot summer nite... Racing heartbeats shiny skin in the wanton moonlight Wrap me in the pages of the story of ur heart... Drain my soul into ur loving cup... Take my everything to make u whole... Pieces of me scatter U are a super nova U send a riptide through my universe Feels like i may come undone But wont deny u anything u might ask I wait for ur summer rain to pour out on me... Bring ur flood on in the morning darkness U give comfort to me on sleepless nights... I sleep like a child in the warm glow you release One more breathe And my senses come undone with Ur touch One brush and my heart races and my head starts spinning I am addicted to u U are my drug of choice

I'm under the water Floating deep and free A hopeless sense of comfort This current begins in me I'm here below the surface Drifting through this sea I can see you through the ripples Reaching out to rescue me But I'm not drowning It's getting harder to breathe I'm not drowning Just learning to let it be

Now that I've broken every pane in our glass house This house of cards set on fireand ashes are the dreams we had How could something in which i saw forever Crash into this invisible mountain range