Feelings are like and double edged sowrd no matter how careful you are you still get cut or nicked in the long run lastely my brain has been running a 100 lap race everyday that i never win just when i think i will take first all hope is lost as my world shuts down and i get passed by faster and stronger runners i've been chaseing Someone that i really shouldn't be Just when i get Beside my goal i feel as im not on level i cant figure you out maybe i wasn't suppose to be but giving up was never my choice i wish this race would meet me half way and let me atleast run beside this runner for at least half a race b4 she runs past me i see nothing but backside and the cold side of you my feelings for you are strong like luke sykwalker and the force but like darth vader your force is even greater and always over powers me just one i wish i knew how you felt about things