Kiss Kiss Vodka's blog: "The Life Story Of Cassandra Lynn"

just so ya'll know. just cuz i am happy with myself does not mean i think i am better than u... i just dont wanna deal with childish ppl and... and im sry if ur mad at me for that.... the ppl involved in this drama kno who they are...and i guess i could say im sorry but im not...i really trusted one of you...thought i could count on u for anything...the other person...yea u were cool at first but ur charm wears off... so stop thinkin that u are so damn cute...to my brother : stab me in the back again please... whatever im pissed off....only 1 person could make me happy right now...

heya folks~! so lately i have been acting a bit strange....and if u were wondering why ill fill ya in... i have always had a low self esteem....and believe me i mean ALWAYS had one.. i have been known to frequently cut myself down.... well maybe it is my large lack of sleep lately....but i have actually been happier....more confident....nothing really has changed...except that i have made a few more friends...but i mean no major changes... maybe i am glad that i wasnt injured badly in the car accident i was in....i dunno but lately i have had this refreshed look on life...and i am proud to say... I ACTUALLY LOVE ME....I LOVE BEING ALIVE....and i really am happy....i do still cut myself down a bit....but i also am having a higher self esteem and confidence...its almost as if i have just found myself and i finally know who i am....and i dont care if you all think i am a stuck up ugly bitch.... i know i am beautiful and i can be a brat but i love who i am... so yea again i am happy

w00t i am hyper as fuck!! somebody leave me lots of love and comments to catch my attention!!

These lyrics are stuck in my head today...they remind me of someone..... hellogoodbye - Bonnie Taylor Shakedown 2k1 Visit you at Baskin Robins all the time, To let you know that I am yours and you are mine. So we can take long walks through Central Park, And hold each others hands to fight the dark. So you know that you're never on your own. So you know that you're never on your own. My Bonnie lies over the ocean. My Bonnie lies over the sea. And every night at 2 A.M., I wonder why can't she lie close to me. I remember all the times you let me walk you to class, You would kiss my cheek, I'd never have to ask. You're goin' away in late September. But here's the things from summer I will always remember. So you know that you're never on your own. So you know that you're never on your own. My Bonnie lies over the ocean. My Bonnie lies over the sea. And every night at 2 A.M., I wonder why can't she lie close to me. I hope you listen to me, Every night before you go to sleep. And know that someone in HB is thinkin' of you, Bonnie. My Bonnie lies over the ocean. My Bonnie lies over the sea. And every night at 2 A.M., I wonder why can't she lie close to me. My Bonnie lies over the ocean. My Bonnie lies over the sea. Every night at 2 A.M., I wonder why can't she lie close to me.

haha....its so funny that i complain a whole lot about how effin cold it is here in minnesota.....but i often found refusing to wear a jacket....lol....well no wonder im cold...im walking around in literally freezing temps in just a hoodie.....yea....probably not a good idea if i wanna stay healthy...lol...