the last thing you gave me was these pearls .. the last time i got to ask you for anything .. you gave them to me on my 20th birthday ... and it sybolized that i was now a woman .. not a little girl anymore .. i wear them proudly .. always trying to remain the lady you wanted me to be .. if only you could see me now .. and see whati am as a 29 year old
i hope you be proud of who i am .. i surived 10 years away rom home .. but sometimes i still feel lioke that little lost girl you once knew .. im so lost without you...
sometimes i wish if cried enough tears you would be here by my side to comfort me .. tell me everything would be ok ...
but these been times ive cried so much .. i couldnt cry anymore .. and yet you didnt come ..
not that you didnt want to .. but it seems like you just couldnt ...
ive missed you so much mum and as another year passes it just continues ..
i feel the memories fading and i finding myself strugggling to hold on
cause it feels like thats all i have left of you ...
ik know it isnt but it feels like it .. i'll always have you in my heart my soul and mind til the day i die ..