Well next month i get the last 2 pieces of buckshot out of my abdomen. i thought they was all gone till they did a mri of me last month. theyve been pickin lead out of me since that day almost 10 years ago. should of never turned my back towards her, knowing her temper n how dreunk she was. i actually forgave her years ago, went to her funereal. but my mom never forgave her i know. mom actually went by herself n seen her in jail, just to make the point, if i'd got hurt worse or died, i know mom would of killed her. one good thing out of that, i quit being a cop. it was the one job i really didnt like. forced myserlf to stay because of the pay n some benifits. wasnt good enough to stay after being shot though.....i still have my body aroumor from then. it hit bad on the right side, the blood is still in it, a bad reminder of how we're not promised tomorrow. n to enjoy this life n not take it fer granted.....
