Mz RaWkStAr's blog: "The Last Letter"

You could give me a kiss, that would sizzle to the core; yet I'd not be appeased if you gave me a dozen more. You could hold me close to warm this heart of red yet you'd find that my desire had not fled. You could visit me at night and please me with your touch. yet come the dawn, I'd want you just as much. You could try something old, or something new and improved, yet my hunger for you could never be removed. You could kiss me, hold me, and vow your love so true, but no matter what you do, I'll never get enough of you

BABY PLZ DONT THINK IM TRYING TO HURT U PLZ DONT THINK DAT IM BEING LIKE DEM OTHA HOEZ DAT HAVE BEN IN UR LIFE DONT THINK DAT IM GIVEN UP ON U BABY UR PERFECT IM NOT DOING DIS CUZ OF U BABY IMD OING DIS CUZ I CANT B WIT U DA WAY WE BOTH WANT N NEED BABY U KNO DA DRAMA IM HAVING RIGHT I WISH I CAN JUZ RUN AWAY N IT B ME N U PERO UNFORTUNALTY BABY I CANT JUZ GET UP N RUN I GOTTA GET THRU DIS MAYBE IN DA FUTURE IF U WANT WE CAN B TOGETHA CUZ U KNO ILL B HERE FOR U I TOLD U FOR EVER BABY N I MEANT IT SO PLEASE DONT THINK EVERY THING IVE EVA TOLD U IS BULLSHYT CUZ BABY IT'S NOT U KNO I LOVE U I TELL U EVERY DAY BABY DAT IM NOTHING WIT OUT U IVE TOLD U DAT U DA KEY TO MAH HEART U DA ONE DAT REMINDED ME ITS OK TO LOVE N OK TO TRUST A GUY BABY SO BABY PLZ DONT HATE ME CUZ U KNO IM STILL HERE FOR U N I WILL ALWAYZ B HERE FOR U BABY I LOVE U FOR EVER

I love you... With every breath I take, It becomes even stronger, I no longer can control it, It's only a matter of time. You are far more amazing, Than what I can ever ask for, I don't even deserve you, But still, I have you here The stars are guiding my destiny, And that one special star holds you It shines far brighter than the others, And when I look up, I see your face. I hold that picture in my heart, and I see it when I close my eyes How can time be such a cruel fate, To hold us from one another. Honestly I believe that this world is out to get us, How can they damn this, For It is such a beautiful thing I will wait for you my dearest, For the time will bring one day The product of the seeds that were sown, and are now a part of my heart. One day everything will be okay, and we will be able to hold one another, It will not be a crime, Nor will it be something that one must hate. I love you with the essence of my being, Completely and truly forever, I will wait an eternity if need-be Just to be with you...

1: I promise to do my best to give you all the support you need to succeed. 2: I promise to do my best in putting you first, above myself and all others. 3: I promise to do my best to always be by your side thru good times and bad times. 4: I promise to do my best to listen to all you have to say. 5: I promise to do my best to be loyal to you and to us and all that we are. 6: I promise to do my best to give you the respect you so well deserve. 7: I promise to do my best to give from my heart, the kind of love you need. Not just today or tomorrow but always. 8: I promise to do my best to solve any problem we may face with an open heart and a caring attitude. 9: I promise to do my best to never let you down in any area of our life. 10: I promise to do my best to never disappoint you or hurt your heart. 11: I promise to do my best to stand up for you. Even if it means losing family and friends. You’re worth that much. 12: I promise to do my best not to judge you on what you say or do. 13: I promise to do my best to understand all you say and do. 14: I promise to do my best to love you in all the ways that I know. 15: I promise to do my best to make each day from this day forward a day in your life that you have no regrets about the choices you make. 16: I promise to do my best to show you in any way I can that you are appreciated and valued. 17: I promise to do my best to work with you and not against you to solve any problem we will face in our life together. 18: I promise to do my best to be your bestfriend first, your wife second. 19: I promise to do my best to respect you; trust you; cherish you; be loyal to you; and be openly honest with you. BUT MOST OF ALL, 20: I promise to always do my best to love you, no matter what!!!

At times the days seemed so long, I though I’d never make it through, then suddenly, out of a dream, I have met someone like you. I had locked up all my feelings and I’d throw away the key, until your heart spoke a thousand words I knew were meant to be. When times turned rough and lonely, and despair fell upon my face, you comforted me and kept me safe in that loving special place. You don’t realize what you have and what you’ve done for me, but the way you managed to steal my heart is what has set me free. You’ve given me a feeling that no one else could ever change, your love has touched a place in me that I always found so strange. It’s as if you were cut right out of a spell cast upon my heart, because the CARZY thing about it is, I’ve loved you from the start. No one in this wide world could touch the feelings we share; to the seconds I spend with you, nothing can compare. You’ve opened my eyes and heart just enough and let me live, you’ve changed my world with magic and the kindness that you give. My heart was broken, and I thought love was so far away, but you came into my life and showed me a better day. Like crystal clear blue waters or a magical sunset, that moment speaks a thousand words to which no price can be met. I wish I could just stop time and spend the whole night in your eyes, for when I’m with you there’s a feeling even I cannot describe. Although my heart holds painful memories that will never be erased, you touch me with a love so strong it hides that lonely place. Heartbreak, loss and misery were all I ever knew, until someone showed me happiness and that someone was you. Your gentle words and loving arms lift me up when I am down, and, baby, with all you’ve done for me you’ve turned my world around. Your love is so consistent, like the waves that break on shore, and with every day my love for you still grows, just more and more. When broken dreams still fill my days and nothing’s going right, you reassure me with your smile and give me back my sight. You sweep a spell across my heart, like a breeze across the sea, and you fill my world with beautiful dreams & feelings meant to be. The way you live, the way you love and even so much more, with every smile that you give, you’re all I could ask for. You are in every breath I take and in every tear I cry, you’re in every star I wish upon up in the lonely sky. Every day with you is heaven, like an angel from above, a million magic.

Without you, My world would fall apart. Without you, I would have no love in my heart. Without you, Everything will seem so dark. Without you, I wouldnt have this spark. Without you, I couldnt go on. Without you, There would be no sun. Without you, I would fail. Without you, Ill remain pale. Without you, I couldnt believe. Without you, I'd have to leave. Without you, There will be no tomorrow. Without you, I would be all hallow. Without you, I would have no feeling. Without you, life would have no meaning.

When I saw you I fell inside the earth.. Your purity of heart and your humanity of soul.. Every little single detail… The presence you give off in a room…. If I could I would .... I would live only for you.. For nothing in this world has any meaning to me if it doesn't mean loving you. . Just thinking about you gives my soul an elevated sense of urgency, a type of panic that soothes my soul alive . My dreams wouldn't be called dreams if they lost the idea of your existence. Why do I still dream?.... You are the epitome of perfection which condemns me helpless.. There was a time when I thought dreams were enough for the broken... My memories will never be enough to fill such a void.. . The stars in the sky all lost all their names and have fallen cold frozen.. I live everyday in a prison that has yet to exist and have a name. . With a single look you stole my freedom to breathe freely without the fear of being seen.. I came across your picture the other day and I saw you there hidden from all that which touches light. In my whole life I have never seen a single picture that impacts me in the strangest way.. In an instant it changed my pulse and my breathing in a way that I had to recompose myself and make sure no one has seen me. In that second I saw you, I felt you, I smelled you and I tasted you.. My pencil breaks as the paper slips away while it renders me comatose… When I spoke to god I told him about you.. And I begged for his forgiveness for I have taken one of god's greatest secrets for granted. . You are the epitome of perfection which condemns me helpless You are you..