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Jeffrey's blog: "Jeff's Blog"

created on 08/31/2007  |  http://fubar.com/jeff-s-blog/b122836

The game of Life

I posted this on my other blog....but I felt the need to post it over here on this one too.....maybe something to think about folks.... Have you ever thought about the things that motivate people to do some of the things that they do? I suppose I do this on occasion, only because I tend to do over-analysis on just about every frickin thing that occurs in my life. I think that some people feel that some people really just have no regard for other people's feelings. I am not sure if they are just that selfish and just do not give a shit or if they are really that stupid and are that oblivious to how their actions affect others? I tend to lean towards the thinking that they are just selfish people and do not give a shit about others. I am one of those people that really open to very few people, but when I do; I think it is like a floodgate has been opened up with all sorts of things that go on through my head. I am sort of in a place in my life where I am evaluating myself a little more…..I think some have noticed I have been doing this for a while. I guess my point is, I am getting tired of people trying to get over on me……most of the time I see it coming and I am usually tactically prepared for it. But the ones that do manage to get through my shields have generally caused severe damage in many ways. Life sometimes feels like a huge game of chess where there are a couple old dudes playing and we all are different pieces on the board. I think on this chess board of life, I am the Rook. I think I am generally pretty good with being the Rook; he might not be the most powerful piece of the board but is pretty mobile going forward/backward and side to side. There is really too much pressure being the King, the Knights are not all that flexible and are stuck in the same routine, and in my opinion the Rook is just as good as the Bishop. I am finding that the pieces that I have underestimated in this little game are the pawns. The pawns are those little distracting and sometimes annoying little pieces on the board that if you are not careful will turn around and bite you on the ass. I am finding that just about anyone in my life that has ever caused me any grief or has annoyed me in any way have been the equivalents to a pawn. I have had supervisors in the past that were pawns (full of big ego because they knocked a couple bigger pieces off the board, but they are easily put into their place once you show them up). I have had relationships with pawns that disguised themselves as being another Rook. However, a pawn will generally show its true colors and show that it is not as flexible as could be…that first leap that they take is a big one…..but then they are not able to keep up as the game moves along. I have also found that pawns work together; pawns attract other pawns and it is generally better to just avoid pawns all together. What am I trying to say here?? Hmmmmm, you are free to take some guesses. I guess only those that have been inside my head can actually understand the thoughts that I am having right now. Really just venting builtup frustration............
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