So people close to me know my health isn't to good and I have alot of family history of health problems. Diebeties on both sides, high blood pressure, cancer, alcoholism . I as is already have health problems with my knee and my shoulder nothing to serious yet. But today my dad was painting my moms room next thing I know we are ordering an ambulance and my dads being rushed to the hospital with a heartattack. Two hospitals and a surgery later we are left with questions of how, He's not a smoker eats decent food not an alcoholic, Works a none stressful desk job and is part of the military. So now its 1230 at night I'm drinking my beer and I'm wondering, Is this the stuff I'm looking forward to when I'm in my 50s. I woke up this morning as a normal day only to have this come on. Everyone has to endure stress in their life and my father has minimal compaired to previous years, So what am I to do to try and stop what seems to be genetics from happening to me. It's all just getting to me this has been one of those years where at time waking up and getting out of bed in the morning has been hard enough, but now I need to think of my future as well blah, seems like sleeping for a few months seems like a viable option
