Welp,SSDD. got a lot on my mind about the future. Im really looking forward to getting married but i dunno if we're ready yet? i think maybe theres a lot more things to know before i give my life to someone. Im not real worried. I know what i have to do and change in my future for this love to work, im just not sure if the other person is ready to make their changes in order to be with me. without worry doubt or fear. But i think its lookin pretty positive. Sorry..i gotta be number one! lol its a rough conversation to bring up so i guess ill jus know as it comes along. I just know in my heart that I love this man with all my heart, no matter what. so what do u think? Other than that its business as usual and taking in all the fairs n festivals for the year, its fun!! my birthday is next month n im so happy about that, its been awhile since i did anything special for my birthday so u best believe this year......IM GETTIN HAMMERED DRUNK!!!! no mercy lol. after that i think i'll be good for awhile. :o) Really..... I just wanna do something Fun that I'm able to remember for the rest of my life not just til the next day lol!What to do?