My first ever try of a blog.. Ive been meaning to write some for sometime. It is hard when people who thoroughly know me(I refer them as my mirrors, with whom I can be myself without hiding anything, and see myself for what I am in their eyes)are quite far. 2 in the states currently, with no specific dates as to when they will return, and one in UK, whom I considered to be much more than a mirror, the one I thought who completed me, now married.. Yeah, I do have friends that I could count on here and now.. I do have fun.. we party hard, we share a lot. But on a more basic level, it is hard for me to open up completely. So i keep things inside me, and the things i am keeping are becoming like a mountain now. Hence this blog. I dont really know how wise it is to be as honest or as open as possible in here. I generally hold things back, so that im not judged, i am afraid that ppl who should not know things will know if they happen to see my blog etc. another reason why i avoided writing these things. but wise or not, thats what im gonna do here. I have fubar friends, but I cant see them getting too much affected with what I write here. So yeah, why not?!
