Who would have ever thought that their wildest dreams could be true, I sure didn't. I never knew that when I said yes to submitting that it would push me past my limits and into a galaxy that I have never visited. I have always wanted to be in submission but I was always too afraid of the pain but now I have found pleasure in all of it. I love pleasing my master and want to do all that he says. Yes, I tend to get scared sometimes but I am in training to be his sub. I also love that he wants threesomes because I love girls too and that works out just great. I know this might be weird but I love the pain because it brings me some much pleasure. I love how he smacks me around but doesn't leave bruises. I have upset him already and the thoughts of displeasing him still haunt me while I am around him which means even now. I can't wait to find out what he is going to do to me next so write more later.....