Shavani's blog: "The Beginning Rants"

Did you ever just have one of those days where nothing seems to go right no matter what you do or how hard you try?  Or are you one of those poor souls (like myself) who just seems to have one of those LIVES?  Where you feel that if someone were to write the story of your life it would be called Catch-22?  One step forward, two steps back.  Five pounds lost, ten pounds gained.  $250 stimulus check, $500 in the hole?  Well ladies and gentlemen, welcome to my world...

Some of my online friends are privvy to the fact that my life isn't as peachy as I try and let on.  Well to be honest, I don't try to "let on" anything, I just go hide in my offline cave when things aren't going well.  Needless to say things have not been going well at all, as my long time absence can attest.  But don't feel bad for not knowing, I even try to hide it from my family.  I have, however, reached the point where I can no longer let my pride, my shame, or my failures keep me quiet.

I have to vent to SOMEONE and if that "someone" happens to be a blog, then so be it.  So if anyone is interested in a long and drawn out rant that will continue along several blogs, you are welcome to come back and slog through the mire that is my life.  Comments are appreciated although if you only have negative things to say then try and keep them to a minimum.  Trust me, nothing you say can be any more negative than what I tell myself on a daily basis.

My promise to you is this, however...

I'll try and make you laugh at least once in each blog because that's just how whacky I am in general and sometimes if you don't laugh about misery, you will just crawl into a corner and rot as you cry...

Vic