Fuck it's early... 7am on a Tuesday. Haven't had enough ambition to get the day started yet. So many things to do still no desire to do any of them. With just a few days till my 29th birthday I'm feeling more and more out of place. I haven't talked to so many of the people I used to consider my best friends and have no desire to do that either.
I have no idea what's wrong with me. I have no reason to feel this way but I guess I figure why bother putting forth any effort if no one else will. It's been so quiet around here lately like I'm on a whole other planet. It's like I'm disconnecting myself from what I'm used to just to compensate for the lack of change in my life.
I'm not feeling sorry for myself because I don't care enough but I'm not really sure what this is....
