Ok, new year, new start, new blog...
...another cheesy start, gets em everytime!
So here we are in 2008, one step closer to death and another birthday. So far, in the first week of 2008, I have done things I'd never done before (no further details are available at the moment...or "Its none of your business what i did")and I've quit smoking.
Yes, i've quit smoking...and it's hell!
Everything has been good untill yesterday when I tuned into the background noise generated by an unwatched tv, and caught the beginning of an advert...it went "Giving up smoking isnt easy...". Now usually, I would have dismissed it, but at that precise moment, I immediatly thought of cigarettes and wanted one. I'd gone all day without thinking about or wanting one. Suddenly, the cravings were back, the fingers wouldnt sit still and I went from a calm state, to one of quiet frenzy. Even as I write this, I'm gagging for a smoke, but im determined to beat it. Its been 2 days now and I get aggitated very easy, more than usual.
Still, at least the lungs are being given a rest and I feel a bit better. Still get knackered easily but one step at a time eh? I'm aiming to beat my previous record of 2 weeks. Willpower is something I lack, but i'm working on it.
I'll keep my fingers busy by keeping this blog, but then again, it might be worse than my last blog...might just go back to wrting that instead!
