Juniper the Foxy's blog: "The Evolution Of Me"

Well, here I am. I've moved to St. Louis. Went yesterday and filled out paperwork for a job. Once the checks come back, I will be officially on payroll. As for school? I simply won't have time, what with eventually working two jobs, and my social obligations, I wouldn't be able to focus properly. Things in my life are changing. I'm hoping these are changes for the better. I'm becoming addicted to positivity, to companionship, to good people. I don't want to be shut up alone much anymore. That shit's for the birds. I'm vaping full-time now. One day I went out and forgot my vape pen at the house. I gave in to temptation and bought a pack of Marlboro Reds. They were horrible. Harsh, stale, just all around BAD. I forced myself to finish the pack, but even though the cravings for those analogs are still there, I am doing my absolute best not to give in. I'm starting to drink wine. I realize I prefer my wines sweet. The sweeter, the better. I drink a little now and then, but I'm nowhere near being a drunk or anything like that. I refuse to let it get that bad. I need to eat more and gain back a little bit of the weight I've lost. I was asked to please start eating more, and to gain some back by someone the other night who hadn't seen me in person in over six months. That same person also asked me to start gaming again, and has been talking to me every single day, a LOT, sending me pictures and telling me things. There could be an interest in me coming from that person, but until it's actually said, I have no idea. I do feel that plots are afoot where that person is concerned, but I don't know anything for sure. Apple Pie moonshine. 'Nuff said. I will have to be very careful with this stuff. Went last week to get a valid ID. And of course, as bad luck would have it, my picture turned out terrible. But hey, I'm legal. An official resident of STL.

Okay, off to game for a bit, I think. Levequests, storyline and side questing. Leveling. Hoping to gain a few more levels by the time a certain someone gets home from work. I think they will be pleasantly surprised that I'm perfectly capable of gaming solo. I can't wait until I'm maxed out and can start leveling other classes and doing dungeon runs.