The thoughts in my head
Are not those of PG ratings
They are XXX sorts
They make the hairs
On the back of my
Neck stand straight up.
They make me quiver inside
They make it hard to drive
These thoughts are circled
Around what we do when
You get me alone
No phones, NO movies, just us.
I don't just imagine the
Next time, how it will be
Will it be in my car?
Will it be in a bathroom?
Will it be right after I get
Out of the shower, dripping wet.
I'm always ready, willing and able.
I'll always be available to you
You and your needs
If it is talking, I can talk
If it is drinking, well I can't drink that much
If it is naked under your contol.
I'll be there, bedroom heals ready
To go on my feet
Stay on, as you put me
In the position that you want
Me to be in, so you can say
Dirty things to me
While barely touching me
While barely giving me
What I so, so want
You have this way of getting me so
Turned on that, during the day
All I can think of is you inside of me
All I can do I feel
This yearning for you
You are not just a dick
While yours maybe perfect in every way
You are so much more
You care, You laugh, and sometimes I am not sensitive.
These thoughts stay with me
When I am taking care of the kids
Making a meal, drinking coffee
Smoking one of the many cigarettes
I smoke a day.
I eat now because of you.
Thinking about the possibility
Of the fact that you in turn
Maybe thinking about me
In the same way.
Brings me such Joy
Makes me so happy inside.