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What are you waiting for?
For as long as i can remember... i have wanted to do something amazing with my life. I mean, who hasn't right? But, the trouble is, what is that one amazing thing for me? And when will i find it? If i do, how will i know what it is or how to do it?
This life is too short...but what can we do to make the most of it? The one thing that i wanted to do was to love and be loved. I often ponder why life is so cruel to those that are not. What is our purpose....what is mine?
Dreams of the morrow hath shattered soul
Pride is Lost.
Wings stripped away, the end is nigh
Such is... the fate of a monster.
Are we just monsters with no pride left in us?On several occaisions, ive lost my pride...but more so, ive lost Love. Love that was the only thing that i wanted. It is the only thing that i want. But who is who to judge what Man can love and cannot? Life is a journey where you alone judge your quest...
Iv'e lost this battle against love....this war on love....ive lost. Defeat comes at a bitter taste and the price is just too much to bare....and ive often thought about ending my quest in life....bringing it to an abrupt end....to confirm those who thought me dead.
My Soul corrupted by vengeance,
Hath endures torment,
To find the end of the journey in my own salvation.
But life is to vast to take away from even one such as myself. If the world sought out my destruction...i would beat it to me.
But there is one that needs to be loved...and there is one that wants to be loved by the other. Always two will there be. But the question often remains who is to make the move and who is to plea.
The gift of the goddess...Yes, from a video game...but also from a deep connection...such is life that was a gift...and such is life that is a mystery...therefore the gift of the goddess is much like life itself...a mystery. To ponder the gift is in itself a gift.
Life is too short...but the journy is a long one at that. Is it worth to take on such a trek...yes it is. But by no means is it easy.
Even if the morrow is barren of promises,
nothing shall forestall my return.
