dj blueyes71's blog: "THE DAY I KNEW HE WAS GONE FOREVER"

I HAD AWAKEN FROM AN UNEASY FEELING DEEP WITH IN ME

THAT I TREID TO SHAKE BUT WOULD NOT GO AWAY,WAS A

FEELING I NEVER WANTED TO FEEL AGAIN,I WENT ON ABOUT

MY DAY AS I DID EVERY DAY I STILL COULD NOT SHAKE THE

FEELING SOMETHING JUST WAS NOT RIGHT,AS I WENT ON MY

WAY HOME EARLY WITH MY STOMACHE IN KNOTTS I HESITATED

TO OPEN THE FRONT DOOR BUT AS I DID ALLS I HEARD WAS

THE SOUND OF CRYING AND THE SOUNDS I DIDNT WANT TO HEAR

MY BEST FRIENDS MOTHER SAYING OUR SON HE IS GONE ,I FEEL

WHERE I STOOD HANDS TO MY FACE TO HIDE MY PAIN AND MY

TEARS FOM ALL OTHERES ,MY MIND WENT BLANK AS MY HEART WAS

IN SO MUCH PAIN.AS I WALKED INTO WHERE MY FRIEND MUST LAY AS

I GOT CLOSER MY KNEES BEGAN TO SHAKE AND MY HEART POUNDING

I FELT TOTAL NUMNESS AS I FEEL TO MY FEET NEXT TO WHERE

MY FRIEND MUST STAY TEARS ROLLING DOWN MY FACE AS I REACH

FOR HIS HAND I HAD TO MOVE A WAY HIS HAND COLD AS ICE

WHERE HE LAYS HIS CHEST STOOD STILL OF NO MOVEMENT

OF LIFE THAT DAY I DID NOT KNOW WHAT TO SAY I COULD

NOT SPEAK,I KNEALED DOWN BESIDE HIM IN HOPES HE WOULD

DONT WORRY MY FRIEND I AM HERE FOR EVER TO STAY

BUT AS I RELIZED ITS ALL SO TRUE HE HAS GONE AWAY TO

ANOTHERE PLACE .BUT SILENCE TOOK OVER AS I LOOKED AT HIS

FACE HE SEEMED SO PEACEFULL THAT DAY NOTHING LIKE ID EVER

SEN BEFORE. THATS WHEN I KNEW HE WAS GONE FOREVER.

BYE CRYSTALMHOOPER 9/20/2011