she is abandoned ,forsaken, hurt , her heart shattered and just feeling so isolated she trys and trys but its never enough she slowly realizes she will never have that kindred love she sits on the old wooden pier so close to the water she can feel the ocean waves crash against her feet the mist feeling so good against her tear stained cheeks she crys for she does not know what she has done wrong yes she was an evil child but she has come a long way since then now as the years had passed she is still labeled a lire ,a looser a misfit in her clans eyes and because shes been told so many times before she thinks to herself just maby there right ....no matter what she does even if its right they tell her its wrong the angel of unity shuns her the father of life evades her the sisters of hope and trustscoff at her she was born to the wrong existence not even her friends of peace and security feel she is worth holding on to she longs to return to her darkness her safe haven where she is always welcomed where she is away from everything that s destroying her her sweet blanket of darkness that covers her and protects her from harm she belongs there she knows in her heart she belongs to the underworld a place where no one judges....... others like her live in the secret catacombs of the dark side living in peace and feeling like they finally have there place in life as for her she sees nothing and longs to be alone longs to find the entrence back to the darkness where she can finally be free and never have to hurt again
