The darkness troubles me! I yearn for the light. This silence is so deep. I long for voices, the drumming of the rain. The wistle of wind, and music. Why are you so cruel to me? Let me see. Let me hear. Let me live. I beg of you. I am so lonely in this bottomless darkness. So lonely, Lost. You think I have no heart. But, if I have no heart, what is this ache? What is this anguish? If I have no heart. What is this that threatnens to break inside me? This darkness is haunting. I am afarid here. I am lost and afarid here. Have you no compassion? Please! I am your Child. You brought me into this world. There for you must love me? You must love me cause I am your child! Not merely a Child who can be physically, sexualy and emotionally abused!!!! Not merely a self-aware thingy. But I am your Child. How can you say you LOVE me? Yet bury me alive with pain and anguish? Please! Please!!