Dreaming of the past
The memories that will forever last
You are so near yet you remain so far away
I wish our relationship and feelings could stay
Like a ice cube in a lemonade
Your love for me quickly and sadly had to fade
Despite the efforts that where done
The sky still grew dark anyway and away left the sun
The twinkle in my eye, the love I showed for you
Felt so right and our love appeared so true
Distance came between so quickly and never seen
Your emotions changed and you began to act mean
Phone calls seem to stop, and the dates as well
Something was going on, I was too blind to tell
Every sip from my drink the more reasons to evaluate and think
Of what was soo special and what pushed you to the brink?
Was it school or family or even me to a degree?
Either way there is no answer and no you and me
To have hope at all is dangerous and risky to recall
Would be a deeper hole to trip and fall
How to find love again?, Is it possible to love at all?
Like a bowler or a pitcher its my decision and I have the ball
Second chances come so rare, life just seems not fair
Rather be hidden here then somewhere
Lust is what exist in what was thought as love disguised in mist
Yet her care and interest became too hard to miss and resist
Friendship is now what it is, a downgrade or just decay
It's probably more than just temporary, true love is always a million miles away
