when you sit and think about things and people who have entered and left your life,sometimes it makes you wonder what went wrong in the timeline of life.Then you think to yourself were they really friends or were they just full of shit and got as much out of youas possible. like an ex wife who says she raised her kids on her own with no help,but she must have forgot about the 30,000 worth of furnishings she took when things got tough and didnt want to work anything out,so i feel used and betrayed,lo0st friends because someone else talks to much shit and you suffer for some one elses mistakes,i think that e1 who has ever left me or done me wrong will someday realize that im not the ignorant bablling fool they think i am or the whiny bitches they all are