here we are and it's already almost half through december. I haven't written a blog in nearly a month and i feel terrible. I haven't been contacting people and the only things i've had time to reply to are messages here. I'm really sorry for all that, but i've been majorly busy with school and stuff.. and a halfway relationship that doesn't even really exist. it's quite great really. but anyways, I thought I would write this to tell everyone that i am still alive and kicking and I will be back as soon as i can