She comes out the door every thing is different completely changed nothing the every thing that could of been fixed is fixed. she comes down the sidewalk my heart jumps flutters. It is like nothing has changed she is there radiant beautiful she looks in to my eyes smiles we chit chat. it is not the same. The ice needs to be broken but how, What to say that will not bring up the past. The conversation changes she starts talking about the kids I tell her about my son and what i have been up to in one brief moment. every thing is the same she is the radiant women from the but, more polished more refined a women acting her age. what now more talk lots of talking joyous talking. My hope soars threw the roof is this what happiness is is this what it is like. Could this be what others feel all the time? Is this how it is supposed to be? So many questions with so many answers then leaving it was like a part of me stayed. Its a long drive home a song comes on the radio that brings on a torent of tears why is it like this why o why does every thing happen this way so close o so close but it will happen one day or one night the ever fleeing ever elusive will happen and then i will be truely happy
