ThanksGiving is the best of hollidays for me because it's the one time of the year that you can be truly with the ones you love. I have just got out alive (whew!!) of a bad relationship with a psycotic woman. The downside to this is she was stalking me and was constantly calling me with outrageous claims like she invented the exclamation point. The more she pushed the further I went away from her. She threatened even my kids who are of 8 & 6. Yet I was nice enough to let all that fly and wish her a happy thanksgiving.
Sometimes it's easier to forgive than hold a grudge. So I moved on and had a very good thanksgiving. I invited friends over and we had a blast. Called my family and shared some love for them over the phone. Good food great drinks and most of all great friends. We ate, drank the atmosphere was cheerful and festive. All that remains now is the satisfaction of not being alone on this day. As long as you have a good family and friends your never alone. The future and what it holds is never clear nor certain. Yet I have a pretty clear picture of what it brings my way.
Thru the eyes of a vampire you can see life and auras of people. Yet you cant peer into there soul and know what that person is really like. As I listen to evanessence My mind starts to bring me flashes of the past and how dark it was. But then it rewards me with thoughts of enjoyment. I love to live in the moment sometimes as we all do. So what or who you choose to be will be who you will become. I consider myself very fortunate to be in a world that has evovled into acceptance of those who try to destroy you. If Strength come in numbers then i see myself as an army of many. As for my stalker I have decided to be very evassive. We all have been here before and it's not a good feelling to be hated. If you don't love a person then why stalk them? The only answer i have to this is why try to hold on to something you hate, it's easier to let go and move on. It's too much work to hate, stalk, and bother someone.
If you have time to do these things then you should put that time in to make a better life for yourself. Life is too precious to waste on hatting. Yet out of the darkness theres always light and better things ahead. So let the hunter be the hunted and the prey become victorious. Always remember never underestamate fate. We all have a purpose so don't let anyone put you on the cross. Have a happy Thanksgiving all and never surrender.
R. Lebron