The words you said cut right through me.
I’m not mad though, I’m actually really happy.
This time I didn’t have to trick or force myself into not caring for someone.
You did it for me with the hate, bitterness, and harshness in your voice.
We don’t communicate well if at all, because it’s all one-sided.
I can share my feelings and you just won’t.
It’s not that you can’t, it’s because you choose not to.
The funny thing is I do whatever you ask me to in order to make things go right,
But you and your double standards, or is it a game your trying to play with me?
I’m still not sure, because you say one thing and do the opposite.
The funny thing is I remember you saying “you’re always right”.
I thought you were joking though, but it looks like the joke was on me.
This time when the relationship fails I’ll at least have solace knowing it wasn’t me.
I can walk away without having to answer any questions to myself as to why I did things.
The answer for once will be clear and I won’t be the one having to heal.
So, I’d just like to say thank you for showing me that there’s someone else just like me.
THANK YOU for not letting this one be my fault.
THANK YOU for having more issues on intimacy then me.
THANK YOU for making me not want to care for you.
