Tell Me Why
I sit within my broken heart tears.
I ponder to why he had to lie too me.
Tell me why oh someone please tell me why he had lied to me, when I gave him all but my love as his.
My heart felt his need.
My soul knew his pain.
Yet day after day, he kept on lying to me.
So tell me why….
Does he still not get it?
I linger here alone with my pain and sorrow of having to say good-bye to him.
Did he not hear my words of him?
Why did I have start falling in love with him?
Now my heart is lost to how to deal with his messages of rage at me.
I linger with each haunting words I read that he misses me,
But
Can I believe his words, when he still refuses to be honesty about his lies to me?
I pace and cry upon my endless heart break over losing a man that was not real.
Tell me why oh tell me why, do people have to be so fake?
Must we live in someone else shadow to gain love or people as friends?
When will this nightmare end?
I thought I was letting go,
But
Now he is back to remind he was the best of me.
Yet the man I wanted was not the man, he is now.
How can I make him see what he has done to me?
Tell me why oh why each time he sends me a message, I feel like I have done him wrong?
Where can my heart be safe from this twisted nightmare?
Does love have to be so cruel to me?
Shall I ever know the gentle embrace of real love instead of lies and fake reality?
Where be my soul salvation now with his lies out in the open?
Two men can’t be one.
One is real and willing to prove to me.
The other still refuses to hear and see my pain,
Oh god does this mean I have to change my cellar number and block him off Yahoo too?
Tell me why….
Oh someone please tell me why he had to play this twisted game upon me?
I just want to be free from all the games.
Can anyone truly love me without all the lies and games?
Tell me why my heart and soul hurts to his message.
Tell me why….
Tell me why….
I shall never think love is real.
Shall I wander alone within the boundless world of life without any man’s love as mine?
Can I dare to trust another?
Why does the darkness always follow me?
Tell me why….
Oh tell me why I feel so alone in how to make him see I need him to move on without me.
Because the man I was falling in love was someone, who never knew me or him.
Tell me why oh why this bothers my soul.
Tell me why my heart feel shatter into pieces.
Yet I know I must let go of him too.
Tell me oh tell me, if I can ever reach other to another love?
©2008Firestar
I am sorry to all my friends, but I leaving Fubar for good...I can't deal with David lies. I feel in love with him....he was just lying and using someone else pictures...It hurts too much to be on here.
I am just tired and sick of the damn fake people and bullshit on here.
