How do I tell you that you have taken away everything.When you do not want to see the damage. My daily keeps moving as my mind , body , and soul remain stuck in moments of u. My heart looses sight of heaven only to wallow in hell's madness. My mind races a marathon of us. Only to have the starting line the repeated desire, the finish the hangman's self imposed sentence. My only ruler of love is disappointment. Disappointment's greatest accomplices are expectation and desire. I wanted you from day 1. I expected to want you forever. Now I just need to forget. I need to forget those kisses, but how?... When in a moment you're tasting the flavor of granted wishes and the next, GOD reveals heaven. How does a man go back to the line at heaven's gate after he has already been in...E.D.M.L.