thatvoodoochick's blog: "Mindless Ramblings Of Me"

I've pretty much had my fill of dentists, orthodontists, oral surgeons, etc. I go this morning for my 6 month check up. I have one molar on the side of my mouth from hell that we've been holding off doing any work on until I have this surgery. Why? Because it's going to need a crown. One of thise fucked up DNA things I was oh so fortunate to inherit. Well, it looks like we're not going to be able to hold off any further. (Fucking tooth!) No, it's decided to decay a bit further under the filling that's there. Yeah, I'm looking at getting another crown, which I knew eventually I was going to need but REALLY can't afford to get right now since, oh gee go figure, insurance companies pay SHIT on them. And the icing on the cake? Depending how far the decay goes, I might need to have a root canal. One thing I said I would never have done again because it FUCKING HURTS and I still have problems with the other one even though I shouldn't feel anything because the tooth is "dead". I told them to pull the stupid ass thing (which I told them to do in the first place and just move my lone wisdom tooth into its place which for some fucked up reason can't be done) to which I got a lecture on how far I've come and I don't want to mess everything up now. I got so pissed I told him fine, do whatever the fuck you want and maybe you'll get paid for it.

Seriously, I don't know how much more of this I can take. I'm tired of my head constantly hurting. I'm tired of being stressed out trying to figure out how I'm going to pay for this crap. Oh yeah sure, in the end I'll be sooooooooooooooooo happy I did this. And yeah, maybe in the end, I will be but that end is too far down the road, I really don't give a flying fuck about it. Yank 'em all and let's be done with it.