I cry tears of hate tears of pain tears for remorse.. Tears that keep falling down my face.. They don't stop my heartaches.. I can not function my life is a mess.. I have two unwanted guest.. Why do I make my life so complicated.. I hate the fact I can not control what I feel.. I give my everything and end up sheading tears.. Knowing that this will happen I do it over and over again.. Does the pain ever end.. I just want to rip my heart out and never feel again.. I'm numb internally.. Cry tears of hate and pain once more will this ever end..