Tears of Love
I loved him very much
and I thought he did the same
except I found out
it was all a lie
I found out that he didn't love me
but had used me like a game
I can't believe I didn't see it
the love I had for him just blinded me
I cried and cried that night he had dumped me
after all me and him had been through
a month and a half
he told me I was to immature for him
I couldn't understand why he didn't say anything earlier in the relationship
it would have been a lot easier for me
but instead he made it harder
I felt like I just wanted to die the moment he said that
My tears couldn't stop falling from my eyes
everyone all around me heard my cries
it was at a teen club, a lot of people were around
but I couldn't help but just sit down and cry
I can't express the pain I felt
I had never felt this way before
no other boy had made me cry
but there was something different about him
Maybe it was his smile or his cute curly hair
or maybe it was the way he said those three words " I Love You "
maybe it was just the way his big blue eyes lit up under the blacklight
i don't know what it was but there was something different about him
I didn't go to that club for a while
but now three months have gone by
thinking I was over you
I went back their
I was having fun dancing with my friends
but then, a song came on
a song that I had dedicated to you when there was still a "MARIA and JASON"
I started crying again
Tears started falling and falling none stop
I guess I am not over you yet
I guess going back there was a mistake
look at what your doing to me
I now see you in the school hallways constantly
but before I went to this club again I hardly saw you
why is this happeneing to me?
why cant I get over you?
Probably because of all the good momories we had together
I cried over you then
I start to cry over you now
