to really find out what it is that one wants, for i did things to fast an now am regreatting every minute of it,,,,,,,, an so now i am stuck an no where to turn too, noone here to talk with an noone who really cares what happens to me, i lost my own respect for myself an worst of all i gave the one thing up that mattered the most to me ,but no is to late to turn back time, so STOP & THINK B4 U MAKE A CHOICE LIKE I DID AN LOOSE IT ALL ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,GOD 4 GIVE ME FOR I DO NOT WHAT ELSE TO DO,,,,, I LOVE ALL MY FAMILY & FRIENDS,,, PLZ UNDERSTAND