Hey you .. c'mere ya gotta look at something. no really you have to take a look. what are you looking at.. thats right just me. the only thing your looking at. now what do you see. anything???
The most that you will see is just me, but what do you really see. have you looked inside me to see what makes me tick or what holds me together. Not Many people do see what holds me together till they see all the love or all the hurt, from my life of my kids my family and why i am just one person that could be soo easily passed by but never forgotten. I can give soo much of myself till i end up getting fucked with or fucked over. don't worry i know i'm not the only one but i do hurt but i keep it bottled in more than most because it wouldn't be me to show who i am as a person. oh you think you already know what type of a person i am already.. no you have only begun to see, if you stick around you'll see me in full action how i love how i help how i lend out my heart for you to hold how i keep giving because its what i was raised to do no matter how much it kills me to get hurt. Being from a family that was taught to give rather than to recieve. Don't ever ever take me for granted because the only one that will sit there wondering what happened will be you always thinking of what could have i done different.
I love my kids and my family and the people who choose to be in it. you fuck me over once i'll let it slide, but if you fuck me over twice then step back because i'll get pissed and show you who I am if you don't already know by now. I'm not a fighter but a lover, but i also know how to use words to my advantage to keep you knowing whats up. soo really take a look at me and tell me is this what you really want to deal with