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48 Year Old · Female · From Killeen, TX · Invited by: 1563346 · Joined on February 7, 2008 · Relationship status: Single · Born on January 9th · 12 referrals joined! · 2 different people have a crush on me!
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48 Year Old · Female · From Killeen, TX · Invited by: 1563346 · Joined on February 7, 2008 · Relationship status: Single · Born on January 9th · 12 referrals joined! · 2 different people have a crush on me!
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Suicide is not chosen; it happens when pain exceeds resources for coping with pain









Perception is bias as certainty is uncertain at least to everyone but you. If youre not in control of today than who is? Its my perception it certainly isnt you ~me


I have a LOT more problems to resolve than you think,Solitary self assessment often leaves me spinning my wheels as I look for "my major reasons why" But Im a survivor,
I think like a survivor-I fall prey to my own best thinking and I am FULL of deluded "reasons" why "Im here"
Im a master of self deception and have kept it to myself for way too long!

Who am I? Who are you? You watch me waiting for me to make a mistake, talk about me as if you know me, and judge me as if you walked a day in my shoes… I will never meet your standards because you raise them whenever I do. I cant be who you think I should, Im truly happy being me. You take me for granted, hope it was worth it- you will not get a second chance. You hurt me or someone I love- watch out karma x10 will be your reward. You meet me you will like me, only if I like you first. Bet on that. Go ahead hate me, its still feelings. I love to have a good time you can say I crave the attention. Cheat no not me, but trust is not in your vocabulary. Judge me go ahead I love proving idiots like you wrong. Your funny you make me laugh oops I wet myself... Remember dumb ass it takes time to read, time to think, time to criticize and time to hate… so thanks for your time... Hope it was worth it... lmao




Ok. Lets be clear on one thing. Im straight.. I mean come on if it werent for men I would have arthritist!

















48 Year Old · Female · From Killeen, TX · Invited by: 1563346 · Joined on February 7, 2008 · Relationship status: Single · Born on January 9th · 12 referrals joined! · 2 different people have a crush on me!
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I am a small and precious child,my dads been sent to fight..
The only place Ill see his face,is in my dreams at night.
He will be gone too many days for my young mind to keep track.
I may be sad,but I am proud. My daddys got your back..

I am a caring mother. My son has gone to war..
My mind is filled with worries that I have never known before.
Everyday I try to keep my thoughts from turning black.
I may be scared,but I am proud..My son has got your back..

I am a strong and loving wife,with a husband soon to go.
There are times Im terrified in a way most never know.
I bite my lip,and force a smile as I watch my husband pack..
My heart may break,but I am proud..My husbands got your back..

I am a soldier..Serving Proudly,standing tall.
I fight for freedom,yours and mine by answering this call.
I do my job while knowing,the thanks it sometimes lacks.
Say a prayer that I'll come home. It's me whose got your back. ~Author Unknown


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Your alarm goes off; you hit the snooze and sleep for another 10 minutes~ He stays up for days on end.
You take a warm shower to help you wake up~ He goes days or weeks without running water.
You complain of a "headache", and call in sick~ He gets shot at and keeps moving forward.
You put on your anti war/dont support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends~ He still fights for your right to wear that shirt.
You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket~ He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags.

You talk trash on your "buddies" that aren't with you~ He knows he may not see some of his buddies again.
You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls~ He walks the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists.
You complain about how hot it is~ He wears his heavy gear, not daring to take off his helmet to wipe his brow.
You go out to lunch, and complain because the restaurant got your order wrong~ He does not get to eat today.
Your maid makes your bed and washes your clothes~ He wears the same things for months, but makes sure his weapons are clean.
You go to the mall and get your hair redone~ He doesnt have time to brush his teeth today.
You are angry because your class ran 5 minutes over~ He is told he will be held an extra 6months.
You call your girlfriend and set a date for that night~ He waits for the mail to see if there is a letter from home.
You hug and kiss your girlfriend, like you do everyday~ He holds his letter close and smells his Loves perfume.
You roll your eyes as a baby cries~ He gets a letter with pictures of his new child, and wonders if theyll ever meet.
You criticize your government, and say that war never solves anything~ He sees the innocent tortured and killed by their own government and remembers why he is fighting. .
You see only what the media wants you to see~ He sees the bodies lying around him.
You stay at home and watch TV~ He takes whatever time he is given to write home, call, eat and sleep.
You crawl into your bed, with down pillows, and try to get comfortable~ He crawls under a tank for shade and a 5 minute nap, only to be woken by gun fire.
~AUTHOR UNKNOWN

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