Sweetone's blog: "Sweetone's Words Of Heart (Plz Comment)"

The gift that we share, it can not be bought. It can not be stolen, nor can it be caught. It's something that's gained, alot like ones trust. You know when its there, as if its a must. The feeling is magic, like there's nothing to hide. Your bursting with energy, that never subsides. Time passes much quicker, whenever you're near. And I can see in your eyes, that you'll always be here.

What is love? The gentle caress of a dove? Is it as we believe, A matter of birds and bees? But I cannot conceive That it could so easily leave. For I feel nothing so light That it could be made to take flight. Then what do I feel? Are hearts free to steal? Am I such a bad thief, Who would leave herself no relief? But no Goddess must Create such a love without trust. Those who live with that shock Would keep their hearts under lock. Why do I love? Is it your silver tongue? Is it kind pleasantries, That make me weak in the knees? But the siren's song Cannot enchant me for long. A nice mask is a wonder But bores with no man under. What should I do? Am I meant to be with you? Is it some trick of fate, That has brought me to this state? But I finally understand The emptiness of my demand. I come alive in your presence, All else is meaningless. *** A beauty so divine A beauty so divine Lives deep in your heart Awaiting the moment When true love can start. A beauty so tender It shines through your eyes Like the stars up above In the silky blue skies. Such a beautiful person Inside and out The one who taught me What love is about Passion and sharing In all that you do Trust and Respect In them and in you Your love is so beautiful And you so divine you are heaven sent One day you'll be mine.

In the silence I hear the whispers of my soul... Tears began to softly fall from my eyes... And onto my cheek they slowly roll... Whispers of my heart keep telling me to be strong... But yet in my loneliness I find myself so weak... Lost in my own world of darkened sadness... Confused and finding no words able to speak... Alone and isolated from the people I held dear... As time has taken me away from all I did know... The whispers of my heart become my light... I struggle forward yet have no place to really go... With my eyes closed and the tears falling... I sense the loneliness that life has bestowed me... Each shedding tear brings forth more pain... Finding only what life has turned out to be... How can I be strong with such emptiness inside... As the darkness traps me bringing out my fear... Is there no end to this feeling of loneliness I find... When the outcome always looks so crystal clear... With each beat of my heart this soul of mine cries out... Repeating whispers for me to be strong and carry on... Yet it’s so hard for me to make myself overcome... When I feel that my life is coming completely undone... Closing my eyes I open my heart... In the silence I hear the whispers of my soul... Tears continue to softly fall from my eyes... And onto my cheek they slowly roll. How can a man make a woman feel this way??I am lost, no place to go, stuck in a dark place..But I will overcome, he may bring me down..But he can never take my pride.I know there is happiness out there somewhere wait for me.

All alone I sit once again My tears, a constant stream An outflow of the pain the resides deep within An outward expression of that... private pain My Lord and Saviour pops in and tells me that it will be ok That this is only the growing pains that I must feelto reach the Glory he has for me Yet privately the desperation grows Feelings of inadequacy and unworthiness creep in Feeling now like I am not worthy to breathe this air in my lungs What is this thing that has a hold on me? Lord won't you save me from this? Why must I feel this way? The pain kept private and held deep within Nobody else can see Everyone else is above me So why would they bother with someone like me? I try to maintain my strength My composure My lust for life and lord Why must I lose sight of all that I love in this? Nothing can escape this darkness that has befallen me Yet I know tomorrow once again the light will come and tarry for awhile Only to once again be overcome by this constant private visitor; Darkness I want so much to shut the door of my heart and refuse it entry Yet it still finds its way through the cracks and opens the gatesThe flood of darkness once again overcomes me Bringing with it all the ugliness it holds in its power Beseiging my heart, body, mind and soul. What is the missing link? What is it that I dont have? Where do I find the weapon to once and for-all destroy this beast and run it out of my life forever? I know the answer... so why can't I grasp HIM with all my might and trust completely in HIS promise? I know with all my knower that if I were able to do this HE would be my answer to this as he has always been to every other thing in my life. So, what is it within me that keeps me from it? MY FATHER I can't do this alone... my pain is private but I know that it is not private to YOU! Show me how to trust you completely Lord. Remove these locks and chains on my heart that seem to keep holding me back. I want desperately to give it all to you, but I can't seem to get it done on my own. Am I asking too much for help with this? Don't I have a responsibility to be able to trust in you on my own? I wish I could Lord, but without your help I'm afraid I'll never reach you. Please don't let that happen Lord! Amen Tell yourself you are a great individual and believe in yourself

Do you ever feel like your life is just going no where?Just the same thing everyday(Kinda like the movie Ground Hound Day)Hmm I wonder if one day I will get it right. All I want is to wake up next to someone I love and that loves me,Share some coffee on the front porch in a morning breeze,And kiss them for no reasons at all.Sit together and have some breakfest before we split for our busy days. Then come home from our busy days, enjoy dinner and a shower together or even cuddle up on the couch.And share some of our days events.Listen to each other because we care...Being able to share things with each other no matter what it may be. This is what I want in my life,I want to be happy and in love for all the right reasons.Or I will just be alone..Because no one derserve to be treated or done the way I am, An when my unfinished business is done, I will go my own way,And I will be happy.. Lifes not alway perfect, But you can make it as close to perfect as it can be..This is my intentions.. Please Everyone Have a Wonderful Day!!! LIVE-LAUGH-LOVE

Soft music fills the candle lit room, Just the two of us, with all our love to share. You kiss my lips and tenderly caress me. Keep telling me how much you care. Your hands are caressing by breasts. The sensation I feel is so thrilling. Everytime you make love to me It gets more and more fulfilling. Now I'm enjoying your warm wet kisses. They are awakening my passionate senses. When you whisper sweet love words in my ear, The erotic feeling comes on, my body tenses. Then I tell you how much you mean to me. I kiss your nipples with my wet eager lips. I gaze into your dark brown eyes And caress your face with my finger tips. Like a magnet your body is drawn to mine, I moan with utter delight. With the rhythmical motions of love We conclude a heavenly night.

My vision of love is spending my life with you. whether it's dating or in matrimony. The things I would give to know you feel the same way too. Looking into your eyes has me open completely. Happiness is no longer a figment of my imagination. It is now part of my being and won't go away. This love is so unconditional that it creates inspiration. My heart falls for you constantly day by day. Dreams of romance no longer has me in tears. It now keeps my soul exploding inside and out. I'm glad I found you after all these years. Believing in you and me with no doubt. Love and me are finally face to face. To me feeling special is new. I thought I knew everything but I didn't even have a taste. Once again, My vision of love is spending my life with you.