suzybeth's blog: "suzybeth's ramblings"

http://fubar.com/user/2226950 there is the link, all you guys please rate her accordingly. I tried the entire nice thing as well, sent her a halloween card letting her know about fu-law, she totally called me a bitch. give her the fuspanking she deserves!

http://www.fubar.com/user/2168956 Anyone feel like showing him no love?! BigBadChad is his name still a lvl 1

***history.. Sassi and I are best friends for about 20 years.*** ***sassi*** "here ya chick futequlia fushot lol hope u had a good Monday" === 'suzybeth' wrote the following at '2008-09-08 15:40:30'.. > > "My fuMonday, was much better than MY fuweekend. I hate having the time to just fusit here and futhink... it fufucks me up every futime. I am still fudepressed and fulonely and it fusucks. Love ya, > fuBeth" ***sassy**** i fuhear ya ***suzybeth*** I fulove you and you are gonna fuhate me, coz I am fubar'd! Keith had some really good fushit and rolled a fuhogleg! FuWoot! Now I am going to FuSleep FuLove ya, FuBeth ***sassi*** you fu fucker u fusuck fuass fuluv u fumutherfucker fusassi LOL at this point I am already in the bed snoozing.!! ***sassi*** fufucker Gotta love rl friends being fufriends! :D

Dixie Chicks "Sometime I Wake Up Crying" I can't find a reason To let go Even though you found a new love And she's what your dreams are made of I can find a reason to hang on What went wrong can be forgiven Without you it aint worth livin' alone Sometimes I wake up crying at night And sometimes I scream out your name What right does she have to take you away When for so long you were mine Took out all the pictures of our wedding day It was a time of love and laughter Happy ever after But even those old pictures have begun to fade Please tell me she's not real And that you're really coming home to stay Sometimes I wake up crying at night And sometimes I scream out your name What right does she have to take your heart away When for so long you were mine I can give you two good reasons To show you love's not blind He's two and she's four And you know they adore you So how can i tell them, you've changed your mind Sometimes I wake up crying at night And sometimes I scream out your name What right does she have to take your heart away When for so long you were mine I remember when you were mine

These silly stupid questions posted by the same user today, is that annoying to anyone else? Mum after mum that I click on is written by the same user. How can anyone need advice or information on such a wide variety of subject? OK this was a rant... gonna stay away from the mums until they chill the fuck out.

Ahh well, my baby started her first day of kindergarten today. To know her is of course to love her. LOL But let me tell ya, she has got some major attitude and stubborn as hell. Well, I hope this is not a sign of things to come, She was sent to the principals office the first day of school!!!! They were lining up for lunch in alphabetical order, her name starting with a Y was last. She did not want to be last, so she did her arms scrossing, stiff as a board die mother fucker die stare, and never say a word. The teachers were not impressed, or pleased. They had to pick her up and carry her to the office. LMAO Hopefully she will chill out! I still can't believe she was sent to the office on her very first day of school.

So, Joe and I have been chatting online about a month now. Over the past week, he has even been getting up to chat me off to work. I look forward to seeing him online, and think about him at work. I have never had a man, constantly tell me how beautiful I am, and I am finding it so hard to believe him. He loves larger women though. Even though, I am still finding it so hard to believe what he says about myself. We have so many things in common, he is hilarious, loves children, loves walking in the rain, picnics at the park, cuddling and touching (not to mention sex stuffage). So what if the boys think he looks like the Gortons Fisherman. He is adorable. Beautiful blue eyes, and such a kind face. I like his hippy clothes too *grins* OK, so today we meet, I wasn't nervous at all! I was so amazed. I felt like I already knew him. We sat and talked for 3 hours, without a breath in between, no awakward silences... it was just amazing. He asked if I was going to meet him a second time, that is when I got nervous LOL. No one wants to be rejected... so I turned the question around and asked him if he'd like to... he definitely gave a good answer.... " I want a second meeting, a third, a fourth, a fifth.. a sixth... do I have to keep counting?" Wasn't that an awesome answer?!?! We hugged, he kissed my hand, and i gently kissed his lips.... to end the afternoon. I am really happy right now. I dont' think much of anything could spoil my mood. (knocks on wood)