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i wake each morning and look outisde , sometimes im so nervous i want to run and hide .
the snow is now gone but but i still feel cold
my heart warm , my body numb .
im a stranger in this foreign place
i wasn't born here , and they can tell by my face .
i try to to keep smiling even though they always seem to frown.
but i refuse to let it get me down .
i love and live life with everything have .
i care for others eaach and every day .
i cherish the ones ive lost ..
sometimes my mind is my prison i dont seem to be able to get out .
even the other day i went down to the bar , i want to type instead of to talk ..
it was funny yet sad , how one things can connect you to others yet at the same time isolate you from the real world.
yet i go on surviving the best that i can , with only a daughter to call my own .
ive always lived so far away , my family is literally in future (timezones) and im in the past .
im a sole surivver
i grew up fast , what ever doesnt kill you makes you stronger , and somehow forces you to live longer .
