Sunday night blogging... — Sunday, July 22, 2007
So, what's up? and all that good shit.
It's been an uneventfull weekend. I slept a lot. Anti-depressants always seem to conjure up memeories from the past in my dreams. I have dreams I'm still in gade-school, and all sorts of weird stuff. I can't really remember exactly all, just that it's stuff from my past, and contains elements from my past. I should have been working more on m homework over the weekend. I've been kind of depressed, and frustrated. My head hurts from thinking so much, but my mind won't shut down. The whole broken record effect is going on, my mind goes in circles, and when there is a bump or something, it just goes right on to the next thing, and goes around some more. I deal with it by sleeping. I'm not really sure what else to do. I could write about what's going on, but it just makes me think about it more. It's all the same old shit that I've allready written about. And written about several times.
I have a headache, and somewhat of a fever. I think I may have a little food poisoning. Lastnight I went to RedRobin with my parents. It was good and all, free food is almost always good and all. I didn't feel well after eating though. I went home, while the other people went to Denny's or somewhere for coffee or soemthing. I had half a sandwitch and a piece of deepfried zuchini to go. I left it in my truck lastnight. I looked in the fridge thismorning and wondered what the hell was going on, who the fuck stole my food? But yes, it was in my truck. And it wasn't really thismorning, it was this afternoon. I went out to my truck, and saw it in there. My first thought was not to eat it. But, I was hungry, and was sick of peanut butter and jelly. Yup, I ate the food that sat in my truck that night, and day until lunchtime. I fried it in the microwave for a minute. That should have killed the germs and stuff right? Some food poisoning just acts like a mild 24hr flu. That's probably what's going on. Ohwell, I'll live.
I have to finish getting ready for my speach about how you should feed your children fast food. I have to give it tomarrow. It should be fun. Some it follows my favorite theme. The whole discrimination thing. The good thing about overweight children is they are less likely to discriminate against other overweight people. Or anyone really. People learn things aren't right when they happen to them. They know how it feels, and know that it doesn't feel good to other people,and isn't right, so they don't do it to other people. I don't think I've met a discriminatory mean overweight person. I don't think I've had any bother me about being weird, or anything. Parents of an overweight child also see their child's pain, and are less likely to discriminate against other people because of how they look like too. Overweight children make the world a better place, basically. Since fastfood contributes to overweight children, fast food makes the world a better place.
It also gives them a challenge to over come.Children build real self-esteem and over achieve because they have something to compensate for. They end up working twice as hard, and become smarter and better at things than other people do. They don't end up with a bunch of self-esteem simply because they are pretty, or whatever and end up being narcissists. When they get older, they can quit eating fast food, and lose the weight. They will then look better, and feel better. Everything is relative, if things are always good, then it's hard for things to feel good because they don't get much better. Good just becomes the standard thing, and it's hard to find something that makes you happy, because you have to find something that makes circumstances better than what they allready are.
Ok, so some of that is probably bullshit. There is also a lot of truth to it too though. So have fun seperating it out. It will give you something to do with your week. lol.
