i wish i didnt censor myself at times like this. i've typed so much but keep deleting it.
its not the right time....
too risky, too much. i dont know where we stand, sometimes i wonder if we even stand at all.
i feel you in my life, my heart. sometimes i wonder if i'm setting myself up for a fall.
i've been shut down so long.. in the past that haunts me, i see you by my side
you bring out the joy in me, for the first time in forever, i feel alive.
i lose myself in your eyes, i get drunk on your kiss...
you're too good to be true...is love supposed to be like this?
the late night talks about everything, the music that has no end....
the early mornings, the hangovers and wanting to do it all over again.
the i love you's, pics, the texts, calls and yes the rings,
the good morning baby, the cuddles and all the smiles you bring.
the sparkle in your eye when we hear that one damn song,
how i want to love you, forever, my whole life long.
it might just be today, this minute, these few moments with you.
but i know and hold tight forever, these memories of me and you.