Fuck it i dont need the aggravation
Now i'm ready for this final sensation
It was you that pushed me to this but you wont admit it
You even had a chance to save me but you can forget it
I'm tired of stressing and hearing your lies
And the pain wont end till one of us dies
Slowly i write out the last of my thoughts
Trying to explain the agony you wrought
It wasent only you i was doomed from day one
I just hope i dont bring this deadly curse upon my son
I used to think about the years that you would be my wife
Now im contimplating the ways for ending my own life
Should i down some pills or should i cut my wrist
Should i hang from a tree or throw myself of a cliff
Should i blow out my brains or get hit by a car
Set myself on fire or is that taking it to far
Would you even miss me would you cry by myside
It dosent matter now im commiting suicide