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I’m scaring myself my heart is pounding in my head I’m wishing you were here, im wish I was dead I reach for the cabinet and open the door Take out the pills and spill them on the floor Poor me something to drink my thoughts bursting in my head Remembering everything that happened and all the shit that was said Im sorry for breaking your heart for not always being there Im sorry for always pissing you off and rarely acting like I care I waited all my life just to be with u Did everything I could and finally my wish came true But I hurt you so much it will never happen again Even though I got you, your heart I could never win I scrape the pills up holding them all in my hand Throw them all in my mouth struggling to stand I take the drink and swallows the pills Stumble to my bed and try to lay still I hear the door open and see your face I wish I could cough up the pills but its already way to l8 You rush to my side, you know something is wrong But you have no idea what is really going on I start to smile and rub my fingers through your hair A tear runs slowly down my cheek, this burden so hard to bare But now you’re here and im asking myself why Why did you have to come now you have to watch me die You rub my chest softly place your hand on my shoulder Its takes all the strength I have left just to scoot over I pat the bed softly and you lay down beside me My vision is blurred, its hard for me to see But its too late now, everything fades away There’s nothing more I can do, nothing more I can say I know I loved her, and im really going to miss her I look straight into your eyes and say, babe my suicide letter is on the dresser
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